The lost

Something I drew for my friend for Mother's day - my (embryo) butterflies. I still think of my lost little ones every time I see one.

Logical

In Finland, 5-7 years is (was at the time) the average waiting time in international adoption, for domestic adoption it is even longer. I would love to know if it is about the same in your country? 

Which genius dealt the cards?

My infertility journey in a nutshell. 

Oh no… It's Christmas!

This is one of those drawings that are not easy for me to post. I know all the cards we received over the years were not meant to hurt me (even though they did), and I do not mean to hurt back. Still, a lot of hearts are aching at Christmas and I wish more people would understand that. This was and is my way of spreading the word.

I will miss you

I drew this to a friend I met through a stillbirth discussion board. Even if we had very similar IF journeys and shared the hardest years, we still had a hard time facing each others pregnancies - she mine before I miscarried, me hers after that. 

The chicken or the egg?

Sometimes I wonder if she ever realized why I stopped seeing her. Probably not.